Elaine's life: 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

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long time din't update my blog dy...i'm lazy to write..diz few months many things had happened...enjoy,happy,sad,tired,cry and the others that i don't know how to say the feelings..i ody start that need to see him everyday...want to know just now , now and later what he will do what he thinks n what he say...phew...i think i'm crazy on him again..oh my!!can i keep crazy on him??haha..what a stupid question..if i ask my self SURE,CAN..hmm...i had suicide because of him before..really a stupid action..i had tried to let him stay by my side...but the suicide is no use for him..he don't care..well...pass! pass! pass!i had force him to stop doing the attitude i don't like to see and don't like to know...try to think again i was stubborn ,selfish, unkind n many...haizz...elaine!!how can u treat your beloved like that??!!how dare you are!!this few months we have couple back n break again...i dont know y i can say "BREAK" easily to him...many many and many times..how naive is me..luckily, he knew that i dont dare to do so..its just the way let me to take out my angry and my accurate ..if i keep on angry he will apologize to me although is my fault...his pampered ,unconsciously its have be my habit..<i have tell u before dont always pampered me..see now!!>

nevermind..by the way thank you my dear..really thank you so much.. but if u are not with me,how i will be??!

can i be patient when i need to face the next problem without you??please!!i don't know wat the problem that i need to face..after that what again..owh..diz is our reality life...we need to accept everythings that happen to us...no one is except..

i miss you!!really miss you!!

Monday, February 28, 2011

~all in~

两年五个月又三天努力,辛苦建立的感情已经成为过去.明明自己叫你别哭.可为什么我那么不争气.眼泪不停的流.连我自己也不懂我自己..我为过你流那么多的泪..爱你爱的要生要死..分手却也是我要的..分手的原因不是因为有第三者的存在..或许就因为我不是你要的一百分的女朋友..你也或许不是满分的男友..你我都替对方加油..我也很高兴你已经开始做工 ..我们还是朋友^^至少我们不是敌人..加油!加油!加油!